Today R asked me if I ever just get emotionally void from the sad things in this world, and just get to a place of not caring. Like there's no more care in me, and things that are traumatic and sad for other people just get a 'meh'.
And maybe sometimes... but only for like the prayer requests the people bring up in group that's for a neighbors, sisters, grandkid. Where there's too many degrees of separation for me to internalize it.
But mostly, what happens is that I just feel very much for all these situations.
And if I dwell too much in it, or it comes up too many times, it feels a little like suffocation.
-mrp-
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